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Difficult times.

Saturday, July 18, 2009 by  
Filed under Daily Blog

July
18
2009

So much has happened over the past week, and not much of it has been positive. Actually, overall, 2009 has been a pretty rough ride for me. I’d rather not go into details here, as the things I’m talking about are pretty personal. I only mention this at all because these personal issues have had an effect on the part of my life that I choose to make public, fitness. Somehow this week I’ve managed to stay on target (with regards to my cutting diet), but it’s been an extraordinarily difficult struggle. I’ve been questioning everything lately. I’ve thought about everything from stopping my cut and starting a bulk to taking an extended break from updating this site, and even an extended break from training. Clearly my mind has been all over the place lately, and I think some of the personal issues I’m going through have been clouding my judgment.

Despite the turmoil in my personal life and the storm raging in my mind, somehow I’ve been able to intuit that doing any of the things I just mentioned would bring me more stress, not less. I still don’t know what the next few weeks or months will bring, but for now I feel like the best course of action is to continue my cut, keep updating this site and not make excuses. I have to admit that right now I’m not feeling my usual inner-strength, but I’m going to dig deep and try my damnedest to keep all the balls in the air.

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