I have not felt this indecisive in a long, long time (re: yesterday’s update). Feeling wishy-washy is pretty strange experience for me because normally when faced with a choice I am able to examine the data, make a decision and then move forward with no second-guessing and no regrets. I’ve always seen indecision as a weakness, so right now I’m not feeling real good about the way I’ve been behaving lately. I’m annoyed with myself, and this is only adding to my stress.
So, I have been putting a lot of thought into my current situation and I am still trying to figure out what it is that I really want. I can’t say I’m any closer to a decision (well, maybe a little closer), but I did come to the conclusion that one way or another I need to decide something by the end of the weekend. Further, I made a promise to myself that regardless of what I choose to do, I will carry out my choice without second-guessing it.
I’m going to attempt to make this weekend as stress-free as possible. I’m also going to relax my diet a bit. I really need a cheat meal; the cravings are distracting me to the point where I can’t even think straight.